are the rain finally stops? i think i see the rainbow..but is it?

so havoc,...that is my life... i've been hit by a car, then been run by a bus..but still i try to put on hope.. he & i had made an agreement. i want to:

make him happy
be by his side in all the good and bad times
be confident & make him proud of me... yett

i just hope he takes care of my heart, appreciates me and b loyal.. hope so dear.

still this entry is juz a dream.. so hope the dream comes to reality... (T-T)